29 April 2012

So sorry, I'm cheating again.

I don't really look that fair in real life and blame to myself of not carrying umbrella along to school, coz some event e.g Kebakaran rehearsal , or even just tuition could turn my skin tone darker.

WHY , why so unfair one.

Why my sis could still remain that fair though she got exposed under the sun for hours, but for me...I'll be another African for just staying 10 mins under the sun.

SO UNFAIR WORLD.

Because of this unfair reason, I feel like running so fast if getting exposed to the sun, I use the shortest time to reach a place with roof or car. 

And dad said : There is a big big sun but why are you running so fast and seems like it's raining ??

Okay, nobody knows me. Hengg

They (dad,bro and sis) even burst into laughter when I told them that I don't wanna get exposed into the sun, and getting darker.

Only mum knows me, coz she's the only one who support me to do something like that. Coz she rather her daughter to be a stupid person like running so fast under hot sun, instead of being a BLACK DRY SUGARCANE.

lol anyone knows my joke?? Dark skin always make people looks skinny.

And I so wanted to be skinny though, but having darker skin tone is not a good option.

And this's exactly the one who looks fair.

But still skinny.

UNFAIRRR !!!!(yelling)

 ( It's actually my camera problem, she does have same skin tone on face and neck .LOL )

Oh, and I swear here Im so gonna stary my revision plan.
LOL it seems like I always make planning, but less of them are carried out and suceed. argh

And I wanna list out these person who are going to be my partners, in that study plan.

YOU HAVE NO MORE WAY TO GO unless you study with me in these following days.

 And both of you are same !!

1B exam is coming soon and I do light up my alert lamp but seemed like I still haven't start my running again.Guess this time exam would be a very tough challenge, coz I STILL HAVEN'T START ANY REVISION YET.

Even those topics teacher had already tought, I still don't understand at all, I listened what they tought, but it's just too hard to understand it.

Especially that stupid science wth are you saying..what motor what energy. I HATE Science so much and that's why I took commerce instead of science stream.

If I took Science,

I bet I'll be the one appearing on newspaper with big title" SCIENCE STREAM STUDENT BANGED HER HEAD ONTO TEXTBOOKS AND GOT INJURED."

okay just kidding, I won't taking any science-related thing in this whole life. I swear, coz I really hate it.

Btw, going to be so busy in coming holiday.[ Just looking forward to your holiday if you're suffering from your exam ]

I'll be a group leader in coming camp, and worst.. it's a biggest group in AJK.God bless me pls, I don't wanna be the one who made whole camp *YIOINK* like big failed camp. (slap mouth )

 And I met a pretty MC on last weekend!!

so sorry for putting a wrong skin tone BBcream, but you still look pretty oh!!!

Friend VS Stranger

It's been a while since last time I blogged about some emo thing here.
I used to, but since I changed to another mode on blogging , it's like I CANT EMO HERE coz it made me feel like I'm the one who emo everyday and ended up noone wanna friend with me.

People thought I have so many friends, I also thought that I'm the lucky one who own so many friends, even many good friends.
They are good, pretty good friends.
I always proud of myself for making so many good friends, at least majority are good.

I was a very emo kid in primary school, and finally I found myself 2 best best friends in standard six, which was the last year. And then we had to separate into diff secondary school, we were sad like hell and keep reminding each other PLS DON'T FORGET ME unless I die or wat....

Greeting, knowing, caring and loving is the step-by-step of getting your best friend in your life.
You cant skip any step in this process, coz once you have skipped part of it, there is one day further you will find that both of you seemed not really get to know each other.

I skipped.
I mean, I'm one of the person who suffering from friendship, always.

I don't really argue with them, but once it happens, it would be a very very big case, like a big nuclear bomb between us.
We don't talk anymore, both of us insisting I'M THE RIGHT PERSON, and you're wrong so you have to say sorry to me.

But..life still goes on.
You'll probably find out one day later both of you are not going to be friends anymore, but stranger.
Yea, girls always behave like that, just no idea why.(so that's why I always wish I was borned a boy so that I need not to carry on so many friendship recovering thing..)

So, you might keep asking yourself :" have you decided on letting her/him go?? Not being friend anymore??"
Yea, ASK YOURSELF LIKE THAT please.

It'll definitely give you a perfect answer,and you should do whatever you can following your final answer.
LETTING or GETTING BACK??

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please think twice before getting your decision, you don't have either second chance or the qualification of feeling regretful.

** Don't think such serious thing when you're taking bath, coz I did and I almost used shampoo as my body shampoo... LOL

CHIM or what  ahhaaaaa

24 April 2012

Staying home with sister in home for days coz mum went to KL  for visiting relatives and so yea, we had our sweet sweet twin enjoying day in home. I seriously thought it would be fun coz I could be released from being ngam-cham by mum but then.. I JUST REALISED SHE'S SO IMPORTANT FOR US!!!!

No more human alarm.

No more caring sounds.

No more loud shouts which scared me a lot.

No more breakfast and homemade lunch.

I emo.

Just wonder how the way I passed those days with my sista in home, and FINALLY mum back here yesterday, sista and I drove to highway and fetched her back, I so wanna hug her and said :"mum I really miss you a lot!" but since sista's existence stopped me from being so CUTE.

She would probably just give me a pair of white eye balls(which I did this quite often to her HAHA) ,saying AIYER please don't be so geli can or not.

BTW!!ended up mum will be going down to KL AGAIN tomorrow, uncle got stroke and mum has to go back again to visit him. GOD bless him please.

Like what I had mentioned here, cousin sis asked us to stay with her at penang coz she's actually another one who live alone in Penang without anyone in her rented apartment, so sister and I decided to go there and asked her to be our nanny for two days HAHAA.

 Going Queensbay and I was actually feeling raged with sister with unknown reason again then I just kept myself busy on camwhoring in the car instead of talking with them. EMO KID omg

 You couldn't see this length of my hair anymore coz I cut them already ,got cheated by school!!!
 Discipline teacher announced to have a checking and I heard that it will be carried out very strictly, so I decided to cut them very short.

Manatau everyone just easy easy chopped off a lil bit and then I'm one of the gong-est people who managed to cut so short!!! I shouldn't be that persuacible one so dam regret

Talked about so many craps and I wanna back to my topic now HAHA

 One of the lame fact after I got my fringe short again is I found that it always appears in such a embarrasing moment. Keep becoming stick together like I'm having toothpicks/mini size chopsticks on my forehead, and everyone just keep their eyes 0_0 at me, hmm at forehead.

First time dining in Dragon-i restaurant and I found that their xiao-long-pau is really so amazing!!!!The first bite entering your mouth you can already feel there's soup inside, HAVING SOUP INSIDE PAU is really SO AMAZING! at least I din have tried such pau before larrh

It is actually served with four but cousin and sis already grabbed them like Asap, and I luckily got last two into my stomach. Wheeeeeee

Did some shopping again though I already knew that my purse is bleeding.Unfortunately I just close my eyes with those pretty clothes and tadahhhh... over budget again.

Bought almost RM200 but just very less pieces and I think I'm gonna tie my waist tightly otherwise bankrupt will be my ending.

19 April 2012

 April is such a busy month for me, countless orals and folios, endless going out for movies, nonstop dramas that I have to chase.

Never been that busy since last year, I just have no idea why I am still having leisure to surf nothing on net. ARGH GOD HELP ME PLEASE, hope someone kick my ass off my chair, I wanna go get all my folios done!!!!

As what I have said, I watched so many movies in this month, like most of them I already watched except horror film. I DON'T WATCH horror films please.

So don't think that I'm strong enough to acc you to go watch that Dark Flight, what the hell am I going to do in that hall playing this stupid horror film, screaming?? NO WAY 

 Still blank in my brain,but suddenly a call woke me up(from daydreaming ..) SHE asked me to out!!! She never hang out with me before though we're just best best friend, no idea why maybe she's having too much of tuitions. I just hate her tuitions!!!

 This's just angle problem I don't look that fat one larhhhh.

okay almost that fat so I guess I should start my diet plan again. why why why why being a female is so hard.!!! (speaking agitatedly.)

 as usual, cheese bake again.

I gonna try some other dishes next time, no more thousand year no change.

So she's Bigb which I have mentioned here for so long and who wants her phone number

Just kidding thought that this's the net for knowing girls mehh HAHAAAAA

Gonna apply the undang test as soon as possible coz heard that papers will be transforming to writing format in Jun or July.No way it's not fair at all for those earlier people who get pass just by circle out the answer but the late people would have to remember die die then can only get pass.

I want be the easier people also hehee.

BTW, dad went to China for work while mum went to KL to visit relatives, so yea now we're just having 2 sisters in home.Sis be my lovely nanny and we'll be going to Penang to stay with cousin sis for 2 night, that means 3 girls there.

I feel so starving now and nanny is just getting her first step to make some easy dinner for me. So CRUEL, ask a fat girl to eat easy food as dinner RAWRRR cannot larrrrrr

Regret!!

While waiting my pichas to be uploaded, making a short post here.

Discussed about 'fringe' with those volleyball buddies last few days and found that I already having my long fringe for about 1 year. 

I used to cut my fringe short but since when one day I was arguing with my boy buddy, then I suansiao him sumthing bout height problem again.

Then he said : " hanah you tall la, but your face makes you looks exactly like a child giant."

WHATT?!!! That 'child giant' pissed me off!!!

So I decided not to cut my fringe shorter anymore, I wanna shout him back saying NAH see clearly now call me jiejie. (kiddingg *-*)

 Like I cut everytime almost this length, hair stylist told me this length looks 'perfectly' match with your age. HAHAAAA

In fact, I indeed look mature or might be saying "OLDER" coz most of the people in secondary school camp called me jiejie which I attended as an AJK. But guess what?? There was more than 5 people who're actually 1 year old elder than me but they still calling me "jiejie."

Face became >__> so sour coz of my 'matureness'. 

Okay come back to the current world. 

I'M BACK TO YOUNGER ME!!!

 (like finallyyy..) didn't dye my hair brown okay it's just filter's work.

Bought the RM10 lousy barber scissors and chopped the fringe off of MYSELF, using almost 60minutes/1 hour inside toilet doing this stuff and I got comment from my sister ::" you looks........"

NO COMMENTS??!!! means speechless.

I told her that I got bored with long fringe so ended I cut them but she just cant accept it, and mum even scolded me ,saying WHY ARE YOU SO KEPO.

So eldest brother said I got a watermelon growing on my head, I should glad him coz he had changed the word he used to describe, Helmet.

I felt so excited after cutting off and found myself younger in the mirror ,but both people gave bad comments on it, so I started feeling down.

Until just now I saw this picha on Fb.

WHATTT?!!!!!!!

2/12 means only 1  in every 6 pretty girls will only made her choices to have short fringe!!!!

NAHH totally feel rawrrrr WHY I CUT THEM.

I'd rather being one of the another 5 people instead another 1/6, coz it seems challenging...

sorry for those nonsense I have blogged about Hehee.

goodnight ^.^

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Accidentally, mum fell illness few days ago.No idea is that accurate of putting 'accidentally' on food poison.I was playing Tetris, busy on scolding another 5 competitors who kept making me KO-ed.

Sudeenly mum yelled at sister who was doing nothing opposite me, and sis dashed upstairs. Sis yelled me up after that and I as like :" HAIYA wat la later go up la mai cha wa!!"

I finally knew that mum got food poison and almost fainted in toilet... I felt WHAT THE HELL are you doing why are you still sitting there playing tetris and yelled back??? such an unfilial daughter you are!!!!

Luckily mum recovered yesterday and I got a big big lesson=====>> never ever say " wait la " if someone is yelling at you asking you for help. 

( topic ended )

Lastly, a quote I saw on facebook ::

Don't stop when you're tired, stop when you're done.

Oh my goshh behguai I never get high marks on merentas desa..

8 April 2012

Being so busy with my oral tests in these few months, I never pay much attention on my oral test coz I thought it's not so important. I was like " Aiyaa whatever la failed also nvm..."

And I got 13/40 marks in Form4 BM Oral test.I still remember that I was the second ppl chosen by teacher, no script no title, just introducing yourself and talk everything you want. As expected, I got this 13/40 and I was the lowest in my class I guess.

(working hard on my english oral ) you can see it on my dark eye circless. THEY ARE HORRIBLE

I kept this attitude until the day my best friend in Jitsin told me how essential is the oral tests, and finally I forced myself to pay attetion on it.

Seriously , I feel so regret why I didn't focus on oral, coz I feel so nervous presenting oral now becoz it's my last chance to get higher marks!!!

Everyone studying high school, please don't neglect your oral tests, do it as hard as you can!! (weeping to tell ) I'M SO REGRET!!!

So went to watch movie my sis again, second time in one week as I have told everyone my sis is the best movie partner with me.(but not shopping partner coz she's........)

 There was a male model search yesterday but too bad we cant stay and watch coz was heading to have dinner with brother.

WHY I GOT NO CHINNN

 Wow her sexy back!!! who want her hp numberrrr???

Watching the WE NOT NAUGHTY which I have been wanting to watch for so long time,I almost cried in  the cinema but I heard there was many people were crying HAHA. Apparently it's a very nice and touching movie, having lots of moral teaching value.
Should ask my sis to encourage her students to watch thiss!!!

 A picha with flash light.

Trust me, my skin tone final target is even fairer than her!! Big target huhh

Cant wait to see my sis with long hair, I must earn and buy lots of hair accessories and put everything on her,.Nahh I actually treat her always as my barbie doll, I give many many comments on her outfit,hair, and everything bout girl stuffs. She's always the best sister for me. Mua i love u sis ^>>3^

Recently

Had lost the passion to blog for weeks, and finally I went so down and moody with just unknown reasons.

Form5 life isn't that fun as I had imagined before, Yea I knew it would be a tough year for me but seriously, I thought I will be having fun with classmates and friends!!!

 It's the last year man, and I know that we'll be leaving here to either other states or oversea, and I think most of us don't really attend 'THE CLASSMATES GATHERING' since I never attended my primary school gathering loll

So, what have I done in these few weeks?? Like a dead account in facebook (I still rmb my 'last alive' was the moment I posted up the photoshooting picha, and BLARRRR my notifications almost boomed ..just kidding hehe)

 Still, miss the moment we laughed and discussed for the photoshoot. Cant wait for next outdoor one, IVOR fast go get your driving lesen!!!

 Also got my GF3's lens cover and it's super safe now.Too bad I don't really have time to go out to snap some nice scenes picha, rawrrr have to wait for coming exam.Nahh the fact is, I used to look forward to coming exam just for the following holiday. HAHA 

 And finally I found that I started becoming fairer !!Yoohooo

(mavis you better start your plan now don't feel regret after this )

This has proved that my plan is being progressed and you will see a Snow colour me after 10 years. 

2 years to become pearl white, 5 years to become paper white, and 10 years to become snow white.

Went to have a lunch with them before a tuition, and wth I'm having a double tuition day everyweek.Like super rush, I REALLY NEED CAR LESEN. why I wasn't born in January..

I swear I'm gonna get myself away from Mcd since I had eaten Mcd for more than 8 times in March, no way no way.

Being so busy with my homeworks and folios, I got at least 2 folio to be done and both of them have to be passed up before April.GIMME A ROBOT BODY !!!

Okay, gonna off now and rush my homeworks again, sista is going to acc me to have a movie session later. BB update soonnn