23 October 2012

我真的中毒了 是中了熬夜的毒
到底是有谁可以告诉我说 怎样调回生理时钟？
天杀的 我每天不管多累也好，不到四点还真的睡不着
大概是因为上个星期开始每天追泰剧（是哦 你没听错我是追泰剧）很晚才睡所以

算了，不管这么多。等下十二点正马上冲回房间睡觉去

哦！！！快到十月尾了！
天啊 真的不敢想尽我竟然已经十七了 女生十七一朵花是吗 再看看吧 说不定放假的时候我会每天被PPS折磨成整个僵尸一样 NOO————————
然后然后 也就是说SPM就快来了
我知道我不是变态不是白痴 可是我真的很兴奋 超期待它的到来
为啥为啥  真的不清楚
其实我还没其完全准备好 尤其是国语
天啊 虽然我肤色是还蛮健康的 可是我对国语真的完全没有兴趣好吗

记得以前爸爸的一位朋友是Malay，我当时和比我大七八岁的那位haji的女儿说话聊天
实在是太难为情了 我的国语讲没两个字就要 er erm ahh hmmm 几个连接词 头脑一片空白
是吧是吧 我完全没有国语的天分
还记得 当时完全是以比手画脚来完成整个聊天的程序的这样
算了 过几天还是默默的去背一下生字好了

嗯 明天好像是最后一天上课了 可是我很没出息的实在太懒得去学校
尤其是接近中午的那几节课 真的  在努力用手指撑开眼皮也没有用 周公超爱我的
晚上想睡又不能 白天想精神一些更难  实在太折磨人了有没有
话说 我最近好像很常生病
上个星期 一天时间 发烧喉痛伤风所有病菌都统一时间来探望我
我人也太好了点 太好客 所以一天之内就被列入重症病人名单 睡了20个小时有吧
药超苦的 我妈竟然还说 你哥哥给你的药也太强了 一天就好了
切 好是一天就好了没错 可是那个药真的很很很苦好吗
我知道了！肯定是我哥为了阻止我睡觉 要我读书 所以给我最苦药效最强的药!
还真是用心良苦 （冷笑） 你到底懂不懂有多苦！！
哈哈 开玩笑的啦 下次我生病了也要开药给我可以吗  出去看医生很贵的

学校的事情其实没什么好说的 值得留恋的东西我一定还会在珍惜  其实毕业不毕业对我来说真的没什么差  大概就是那句话 距离会疏远，可是不会疏离感情 总之是很深奥的道理 我明白就好了

有一件超令人兴奋的事！最美丽的姐姐星期五要回家了
天啊 这一个月半没有她的日子很难熬 我超不习惯没有一个贴心的人在身边的感觉
现在才觉得 被她骂的感觉真好 （是有什么妄想症吗 ）
她说她晒黑了 我马上说真的假的！然后拼命丢了一大堆话说记得买UV伞 什么的
说来说去 我就是怕我唯一一个肤色黑的位置在家族里被抢了这样 （开玩笑的啦啦啦啦 谁要抢我拱手相让哦）
我问她体重有下降吗 她说没有
切 最好是哦 回来的话拼命抢走我的洋装去穿 说什么你瘦了穿得下就给你穿 什么的 （然后就默默地都把我的衣橱搬到她那边 ） 看看看 多不耻的行为
呵呵 不过我实在太聪明了 老早就跟她说她回来的时候 我要带她吃尽所有这里有那边没有的东西  这都是活生生我未雨绸缪的机智啊有没有
（天啊 我中文水平竟然已经到了乱掰的程度。。）

手指超酸的！！打中文的感觉真好！因为我可以乱掰哈哈哈

Golden Retriever

Have nothing to do other than blogging.
-- study ( come on, my sejarah textbook was nearly thrown by me, too frustrating to study wth )
-- watch PPS ( I tell you I really can't watch the Thai Drama anymore, will get even more addicted omg )
-- sleep ( sorry getting into insomnia lately wth , it's like a trendy thing, everyone around me seems to be suffering from it as well lol )

OKAY !! As how I mentioned, Golden Retriever will be today's topic.
If you ask me a question on what breed of dog/puppy you want to adopt?

The first choice of mine will be : GOLDEN RETRIEVER.

 OMG why can be so cute !!!!!!!!! heart melt.

I know right, Golden Retriever is one of the breeds of big size dogs. Most girls wish to own a tiny size puppy such as a Poodle or Chihuahua or Xishi( no idea what it is called in English ), but seriously comparing all these manja manja type dogs, Golden Retriever is like the best of choice, even it is the big size dog which you cant hold them in two hands and play something like 'throw' them pretending they are your babies. 

There are some reasons I like Golden very much, and before these I'm going to admit something first.

Actually I have a dog in my house ( " I used to " would be more accurate ) , my dad adopted them to be the guarding dog and apparently most of them are tend to be more fierce and vengeful. One thing that I really don't want to admit but I still have to reveal it in many cases. 

A story can explain all these enough ::

Last year, I attended a BBQ party organised in my best friend's house, and there were many dogs in front of his house during day & night.( I asked him if they were his dogs but he said NO, and this year he told me that his dad adopted all of them wth, NEVER GOING TO visit his house again ) 

I had to walk to a restaurant nearby his house to take away some food with another girl friend since the food wasn't enough for a BBQ party.

Along the journey we returning to his house, the dogs were awake from their naps, and barked to us. Note it, my friend who accompanied me to go buy food was one of my shortest best fren (she's the shortest I guess, haven reached 150cm lol ).

Rude Dogs : .....( staring at us )

Me : Eh shorty , those dogs seem very fierce leh.   *(well I don't call her like this in real life though, scared being murdered by her if I call her this name )

Shorty : Yea lo, abit scary leh !

Me : Never mind la, don't feel scared. I'm here!

Rude Dogs : BAK BAKKK !!!!

Me : AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! ( hided myself behind my 150--cm friend )

See how ridiculous was my act !! I told my friend at first that I would have protected her but ended up I was the coward wth. She even used the "why the hell you hiding behind me?!!" eyes staring at me after those dogs were asked by another friend to go further away.

Shorty, I'm so sorry to you. 

Still, next time I won't be saying that stupid sentence pretending I will protect you. Please lemme hide myself behind you coz I scare of many species of animals. 

Like cats, big dogs ( sometime I even feel scared of Xishi too wthhhh ), sparrows, crows, whatever bird it is.

( Cat is the SUPER BIG SCARY ANIMAL EVER in my life )

OKAY. Seems that this post have already become the confession of a coward. WTH

And here goes the reasons of why I like Golden Retriever so much !!I'm sure that you'll like them too!

1) Goldens used to the owner's best friend. 

Like just how dogs used to be human's best compannies , and I personally think that Golden can do this more extremely well done than other breeds of dogs!! You know, tiny size dogs especially Xishi always laogai one. My cousins had one Xishi named Jerry last time, and he was the super terrible dog I have ever met wth.

I seriously hate Xishi(googled it I think it's named Pekingese ?) the most because of him. 

( it's okay coz my cousins will not read this hahaaaa , I hate Jerry ) 

2) Don't you feel Goldens used to have puppy eyes ??! I mean, their puppy eyes will always exist even when they are not already puppies.

THE CUTEST EVER. 

I swear if one day I return home and my dog looks at me with these puppy eyes, I will let go all my money just to buy everything nicest for him/her. 

and then the owner will only wear the ragged clothes but beside her standing a super glamorous dog HAHA.

then everybody else will be like :" what the hell she must have stolen a dog from a rich family !!"

and then she is finally arrested by police with the crime of theft lolll.

3) Because I personally think that Golden look so alike with Stitch !!

Especially in this mouth-opening pose.

Since I will never get to own a real Stitch in reality, unless there's a scientist who succeeded inventing an new species of animal which he copied all the characteristics of Stitch to its genes , then I will have that one day.

But I think it's very impossible right. SO that means Golden will be my best choice right. SO lastly I have to say that I'll give myself maximum two years before getting a Golden as my company !!

As everybody knows , Golden is very gentle compared to other dogs and animals even like cat (I am scared of it sorry)).

hahaaaaaaaaa

Seventeen

Once again, I don't know why but everytime I realise about how fast does time pass I would have to say this sentence.

TIME FLIES.

It's like the last minute I was still the fat plus stupid stnd.6 girl , and now I'm seventeen !!

I'm the youngest in my family, and I have been wanting to grow up better in a rocket speed than normal. 

You know, can see all my siblings do whatever they can after their graduation from high school, it's just everything about freedom. 

Okay larr maybe there is something you have to let go as a sacrifice (such as, super stressful studies where all my siblings have, but apparently they solve it easily  ), still, I have to say that dyeing your hair or having nail arts in a totally allowed situation is like a....

count. no more words for me to describe.

Just blame the stupid high school's stringent rules wth.

It was my birthday 12102012 (remember it and rmb wish me next year else you'll be a stupid) , since it was friday where I have 2 tuitions in a day, and there were hours apart from when the first tuition ended.

Planned  to have a study session with my bffs, just two of them.

Something was really out of expectation, Ms.charice greeted me while I was going to a fruit tea shop! She was sitting in the indoor of a yogurt shop, just suddenly spotted me.

SEE, everyone would have luck on her/his birth date.

Then we together (with two other BFFs whom we had planned together to study after the tuition )

 Just to show you how cute were my dark circles.

And note it, it was last week, and this week only they have 'up-leveled' to a maximum lvl. 

 The best partner of camwhoring. 

Whenever I ask her a retarded or idiot face expression for camwhoring, she will always be the most idiot one HAHAAA

I mean, her expression will always be better (and uglier hohooooooho) than me.

and god damn it that makes me feel like I cheated her ,being the one who attempted to ask ppl act ugly but herself is like pretty pretty purposely.

I didn't okay , hmm maybe I should learn some HULK expression next time. like the super alien one

 Shorty and Bigb!! 

Wonder why most of my bffs are 10cm++ shorter than me, I just look like a huge giant standing beside them. UNFAIR WORLD 

I want to be a cute small size girl too mah why cant.

While having our drinks and gossiping(partly forgot about the study plan lol), something out of expectation happened !! Another BFF , and I was actually having argument with her which somehow we didn't talk for days lol. She just appeared at the moment with a birthday song and a cake!!

I was like, what the hell is happening?? Why is she here?
The situation was like ::

Me : ??? wahlaoo what ??
They : (singing a birthday song super quietly ) ( jiaksai why din sing louder gonna ask them tml )
Me : Your house is so far away why come here, I remember you don't have a tuition ! (asking JJ , whom I argued with )
She : (still singing )
Me :  (Looking to the faces of others with a 'plan succeeded' smile) I thought we are just here to study??...and gossip....

Okay honestly I wanted to act some tears tricking down my face, but no tears came out so everything went smoothly.
By meaning smoothly, I just got myself three wishes and cut the cake.
(I swear if I cried they would have given me tissues and saying tons of meaningful words to me ) next year I must cry if this kind of thing happens again..

With JJ.

Thank you for giving me still a birthday celebration when we were still having argument.

I apologize everything if I was wrong.

# So if anyone pissed me off next time( or have an argument with me), will have to wait for my birthday then give me a surprise.

HAHA kidding larrrrrr

 REGRETTED  that I didn't bing along my  camera and instant camera.

Phone's cam only has shittty quality arghhhh

TAKE 1

 TAKE 2 

(okay I admit that this time was the real one I asked them to have a idiot face, but myself purposely acted pretty lol )

 The portrait of me and another me.

As the birthday gift from Shorty, she printed some pichas of mine( which most of them are the ugliest among the pichas I have taken ),also some super model inspiring pichas to cheer me up wth.

 Lastly, a group photo!!

Thanks everyone of you girls made that day a best memory!!loveeee u girls

also, wish myself being a prettier and smarter person HAHAAAAAA.

Wish every precious one around me is free from sickness,accidents and upset.

 And then I looked through my picture folder just now,

lolllll this was taken by my sister few months ago.

The FIRST time I don't look like a dinosaur on the picha taken by my sis lollll

14 October 2012

Don't feel paiseh, feel free to call me The queen of dark eye circles.

Why ?

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Because The King of dark eye circles must love me.

Couldn't belive these are my eyes at all when I first saw the picha, I know right I look kind of very ham, but the point is WHAT I HAVE DONE TO GET MY DARK EYE RINGS UP LVLED TO LVL100 ( which is apparently the maximum , cannot tupo anymore ady. )

I swear every moment my eyes are opening, I can feel they are diminished.

I SWEAR. Never felt this diminished before even when I was laughing til suffering from stomachache. 

Circles + Rings = HORRIBLE.

And thing made this happened is just, what the hell ,a thai drama . ( no I'm not kidding )

Can you imagine I locked myself in my house for like....5 days( & still counting) , just to watch a thai drama. which until today I still can't belive I'm actually watching A THAI DRAMA.

No offence to thai drama, I mean...most Chinese used to watch only HK/Western/Taiwan/Korea dramas, and Thai is like a forever NO among these options. 

BUT still, all I want to say is just, believe me, that drama IS LIKE A MAGIC.

Kind of really really unbelievable, the guy is just too perfect ( can vs LeeMinHo and my stitch already ) ...and THE GIRL IS LIKE .....GIRL GOD. ( still behind Angelababy I guess? )

Oh fyi, both of them are mixed blood perfect humans.  

Why the hell my mum is not an Italian or my dad is not a Korean ( Hmm only for the Leeminho type ) 

Okay that's all.

3.15am and good morning gonna be awake before 8.30am .

Oh, and I'm officially seventeen plus one day plus few hours now!!!

Hehe

Found a picha of  my stitch with me. and I just found that it's been a long time I didn't hug my stitch. 

No wonder I have suffered from INSOMNIA for so  long!!!!!!

I think it's considered my birthday as well, it's 1.53am and I have just received some sweet birthday wishes from my friends.
So, planning to get myself a birthday present tml before my tuition classes!

Can't even remember I have actually so many friends I have not saved as contacts in my phone. And everytime they text me, I have to say and ask a forever same question : So sorry I lost my contacts last year and who are you huh?

Actually I was blaming back themselves who didn't keep in touch with me for more than a year HAHA.
Okay larr I have done wrong too coz I didn't back up my contact list lol.

Hmmm decided to delete this blog a month later ( not yet for now in case I have some emo things to be expressed here lol) So if you're bored of being spammed by my posts lol, just unfollow me haha.

The reason of deciding to delete this blog is that I HAVE WRITTEN TOO MANY EMO POSTS.

Hmm am still considering to open a new one but wonder is there any reader of mine? Okay there is. At least my eldest brother does read my blog. (Hiiii bro :)

Still thinking the url and the header of the new one, hmm maybe choose a stupid nickname among all those CUTE (okay I still think they are cute ) nicknames I used on my game characters. HEHE.and maybe combine some descriptive words behind/in front of it will be a good idea ?

Feeling so doubt about my future recently, my eldest bro keeps asking me about this because he think I can do nothing even house chores, and OMG I made a promise to my mum saying that I WILL EARN money as much as possible and also provide her a super prodigal life ever after.( I mean, I will do more than what I should be accomplishing )


24 days more to go then it will be the first day of my SPM. seriously I don't feel nervous at all, I just feel like, god damn it why cant I feel nervous??

On the contraty!!!I feel like A LIL BIT EXCITED about it !! Omg am I mad or what.

8 October 2012

A selca picha taken by my long-lost GF3.
Thought my skill has become lousy since I have not touched my GF3 for more than a month, but the dark eye circles are obviously visible!!

Is that my camera too perfect or the circles are already in the severe status?? LOL

Wrote a chinese essay last night upon my BC teacher's request, the topic was [ Lesson/(s) learnt from defeat(s) ]. 

I was thinking of writing an essay with setting like I was lost communicating with my best friends. But 'defeats' don't really mean that so I changed my mind.

Without drawing out any draft or point, I started my essay directly.
LOL ended up I became someone who was so arrogant thinking all she had to do to face her SPM was just SIT PLAY AND WAIT.
Thought herself was smart enough, and tadaaaaaaa the bad result turned everything 180 degree.

Okay. THE MAIN POINT IS

I wrote the essay, which ended with a stupid ending. ( the bad result larr)
Then I look into the mirror, asking myself( okay a lil bit dramatic kay? ), :" are you going to have this destiny TOO ?"

OKAY. EVERYTHING IS CLEAR NOW.

Gonna start my revision (again...) very soon!!!!!
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Something funny happened between my sis and I in these few days.

First :::

LOOK AT THE COMMENTS!!

I WAS SHOCKED , TILL MYSELF NEARLY JUMPED OFF THE CHAIR.

Trust me, it's the ever first time she praises me in the public!!! ( it's Facebook so I consider it as Public lol)

I did quite many times though. (Praising her in the public..=.= like she 's my majesty )

HEHEE 

Second ::

She praised herself !!!!

HAHAAAA .......!!!!!

Just cant believe "I geng lar" would be said from my sister's mouth, she's sort of the very 'king1' person.

Unlike me, I used to self-praising alot.

HAHAA

Seems that her university life has changed her to a better and more confident person!!!

okay time to offffffff.

gdnight

5 October 2012

Hellowwww!!!

Finally it's the weekend, and I just have no idea why  weekends always come in a slow motion but slip away as if everyone's a monster chasing after them.

Okay finished my nonsense. Like, talking nonsense is currently a favourite activity for me since no one is here to talk her nonsense to me . T__T

So yea, the topic is all about my sis again.

LOL not exactly lar, wanna blog bout some pichas taken in Sabah last month.

SINCE MY CAMERA WAS BACK !! (so did my dad lol)

And the unluckiest thing ever, I deleted most of the pichas wthhh.

Somehow I think it's actually an act of showing how dutiful am I.

You know...I purposed deleting my pichas so that my dad would be able to take countless photo during his trip. LOL (since I forgot to transfer my pichas into my lapt)

OKAY back to the topic.

Our plane was about 7am to depart from Penang. which means that I got the chance to see the sunrise.

Thought sunrise can never be so exciting but watching sunrise above humans/buildings/mountains is indeed a luxury wth.

Okay la. maybe I thought like that was becoz of waking up too late everyday.Plus schooling days you don't even have the mood on to watch sunrise. 

 On the plane. My sister was saying :" why so stupid still have to take pichas on the plane..." some kind of the mouliu sentences said by a person who DON'T KNOW how excited is self-capturing can be....

 Attempted posing to show a horse shadow but apparently failed to the max.

I think it looks more like a dinosaur.

Arrived Sabah airport around 2pm( we took transit plane to KL at first).. checked in to the hotel located nearby my sister's university and everything went smoothly. Shopped for her uni stuff, dined at normal restaurants and most important at all helped my sis to move into her hostel.

 We took seafood as dinner of the first day but it wasn't a desirable dinner since the food doesn't worth the price at all lol. Maybe it was all becoz of the restaurant only so I think we should go for other restaurans by seaside to seek for better seafood.

 And then nothing. I mean, NO more pichas whatthehell.
(yea..such a dutiful act)

Hmm.
Sister has started her uni life for more than one month, she told me that everything went well there just that she can't eat pork anymore in the uni area lol.
So I told her I will spend her to eat many many nice food when she's back to her in the end of October!!
WHICH MEANS that SAVE MONEY FROM NOW ON!!

...still want to save money to buy my stuff omg.
hmm, anyone has ways to save money effectively??
Coz... I never saved money in an effective way in all my life wth. My eldest brother told me why I'm so spendthrift few days ago.

I was like ( heart OS ) : I know....just I can't find the way to get rid of this bad habit mah.
WTH okay save money from now on!!!!!!

Took some instax pichas with my sister over there too but unfortunately she took all of them wtf.
Should have grabbed one for myself as purse portrait T.T

1 October 2012

Still can't believe the date appearing on the right corner of my laptop, IT'S THE FIRST OF OCTOBER..

Okay and maybe I should say that finally my birthday is coming..lol I actually very dissatisfied with my birth date, which is in October. You know....have to wait for another half a year to get your driving license!!

Okay lar, actually there's a benefit of given birth in October, you'll be a Libra!!

HAHA.

Because my best friend who's very interesting on zodiac sign and thus she often tells me the characteristic of Libra, which she think that Libra is the prettiest among other signs. HAHA self-praising again HAIZZZZZZ

Been watching so many movies in my last weekend, I wanted to find those meaningful movies instead of comedies so badly, just that comments are not really accurate lol, disappointment reached to the max!!

Okay as the conclusion, if you're sort of person who like watching meaningful movie just like me, kindly tell me what movie you recommend.