20 March 2013

Hello it's time to do some grumble on blog.

Yes, I still remember that I wrote also a blog post last year one day before it, and this year I'm doing this again. Honestly I was feeling a little bit nervous as well in last year though I wasn't even the one who had to be nervous about it.

I was just a going-to-be-candidate last year.

TIME FLIES SO DAMN FAST LARRRRRRRRR
It's me now, going to have my SPM result known wth.

Yea and what am I going to say is ...... erhemmm is it going to be my last gathering with my laptop or what.
Holy shit feeling so regretful for putting it as my stake rawrrrr.

And guess what you all.
My brother attempted to raise up our stakes just now, but of coarse la I rejected.
Can't even think of how pitiful and lifeless I'm going to be if I have agreed the raise of stake.

BOTH PHONE AND PC will be CONFISCATED.

I don't know why is this confiscation thing is still happening now for my age of 18 , officially 17 though.

Come, let's pray for me.

11 March 2013

I would have written 2012 in the blogpost title if I didn't realise my hair grew longer haha.
Nothing la, it's just a picha of bored me.

It's already 12 March, oh is it!!
Shit me oh my god, 8 more days to go until the announcement of my SPM final result, kinda nervous but in fact I feel that I should be really appreciate for following days, of still being able to use laptop oh god.

YES.
I just feel like rawrrrrrrr-ing for saying this, it's all about a deal I made with my bro.
NO, it wasn't the one I MADE with him.
It was the one he forced me to deal.

Even until now, I still can't believe how dare/ how brave was I to make such a sacrificing deal with him omg.
To sacrifice my laptop, as the 'hostage' to my brother IF I can't achieve the target he aimed, for me.

Cannot expose here or to any else of my friend about the target already la ughhh, too shameful and embarrassing to say it hahaaaa. Also I remember that some of my reckless friends showed me devil smiles right after I told them this whole target thing, how dare do they!!!
They laughed at me omg, and they are my best friends omg .

And I feel like just slapping my face for not being deliberative on my agreement as often as I think of the deal.

Writing how regretful am I isn't really helping, even how jittery am I how remorseful am I it won't help much.
Owing to that, I should tell my brother that he is gonna be the loser on this deal , like, just pumping up my confidence.

HAHAAA

I drive, legally.

As the title goes, I drive , officially and legally.
Got my driving license in the mid of January after a failure of making the engine died and finally I passed for the second test.

Yeaa guess what?? Everyone knows I'm a very kiasu people, and I'm now going to reveal a fact that proves how kiasu am I. I told all of my best friends (bcoz they already know my personalities like super understandable) the fact that I failed once. Yet, for those normal friends I would just tell them "yea, I got my driving license" whenever they ask about it.

See, typical kiasu ppl loll.

And here come some stories after getting my license.
 It was the first day of the arrival of my license on hand, I requested my dad excitedly that I'm gonna be the driver of the night for our dinner. My dad simply gave me a smile and said YES. Noone knows how excited was I at that moment, I just felt like shedding few drops of tears before picking up the car key, like, I FINALLY CAN DRIVE LEGALLY !!!

Oh wait, and the next second, my dad said : "hmm drive the four-wheel drive vehicle and lets have dinner at XXX tonight. " I was shocked for two seconds about the order to drive the four-wheel car (like those pajero-sized cars) , I thought I was just going to drive my mum's car ( normal proton small car lol) ???
And driving a large car is not even enough, we were going to have dinner at somewhere which I had to get into the highways.

Now everyone must think that drive on highway nia mah no big deal... Yea la yea la can you still be so positive if you are still a beginner?? Moreover it was the first day I drive legally leh please.

Luckilyyyyyy, everything went well except that I nearly knocked down a person walking by the road side, it's just NEARLY, nearly alright?
Also la, my eldest brother who used to be the super steady person yelled (hmm a lil bit ) at me saying : " EHH I have cold sweat on my hands already......( silent for a while ), be steady please. "

I instantly wanted to tell him that it's normal for a beginner to drive like this what.

Okay end of the story.
Actually, though, being the youngest in the family would have some benefits like your elder siblings must pay for your food when parents are not around. BUT, when it comes to those affairs like this one, driving, the youngest one will surely be the last one to learn driving right, and every single of your siblings won't be trusting your driving skill at all , they always think your skill is super shitty.

How come??
It's unfairrrrrr.

Anyway , all of my family members have great driving skills especially my dad and my sister (my sister drives 60km/h in taman area and never had caused any accident before , not bad right ..=.= ), except my mum HAHAAAAAA.
My eldest brother used to copy my mum's driving style on the road , like keep speeding up even when you're going through a bumper. That hurts your car but my mum just does that everyday hahaaaaa.

Oh, and here's the main point.
My mum is the worst driver in my family.
Won't I replace her right??!!!!!

7 February 2013

I seriously want to go for some hair cut but I feel like just getting a long hair, lots of people told me I look better with short hair though.

Whatever.

ANYWAY, I dyed (highlighted) my hair today.

Dyed my hair super dark brown last december (which supposed to be dark rose colour) , yet noone ever realised that I have already dyed. 

Super fail righttt, even when I mention one more time, everyone just give me a 'you must be cheating larr' face.

Original purpose was to highlight my hair some purple and blue shades, but then purple plus blue would make the procedure even complicated so at last I gave up blue.

Coz my favourite colour is purple. and then followed by blue.

Sorry blue colour sorry sky.

About bleaching it or not, I had the hair dye from a wholesale shop which sells lots of hair salon stuff and they recommended me a hair dye which I don't have to bleach.

My sister was the hair stylist of the night, you know...sisters always gonna be the back up hair stylist for each other, like last time when we were still in high school, we cut each other's hair under some specific condition.

Like, fail the first checking lol. 

CLB's rules for hair length very strict one as everyone knows.

BUTTT, back to the dyeing hair topic.

I have no idea on defining whether the result was fail or pass, since I had no imagination for my hair even before the dyeing. HAHA

Will show the picha up here next time!!

Had a photoshoot with the same models where we also had  a homeshoot (linked) last year.

This time we decided to make a 180degree turn on the theme of shooting.

Last time was like....I don't know, but I would define it as Awesome Europe Homeshoot wthhh hahaaaa.

So, this is the cover photo of the shoot.

Do keep up checking the album on my faceboook, but I'm not sure when will I upload the rest pichas haha.
What larr, nice things came out slow one mah.

Byyeeee!! :)

Sabah Pt.1

I was poisoned, by a SUPER ROMANTIC Korean drama, 仁显王后的男人.
By giving a description like SUPER ROMANTTIC, I believe that ants come around every laptop/television which plays the drama.

Started watching it during the first night of my Sabah trip, and I could't stop myself anymore from chasing it..
Blame the drama, I caught cold and somemore dark eye circles got deteriorated arghhhh.
I somehow look like having a big nightmare previous night on all the pichas taken after first day, so yea...I blame the drama.

Well, here are the pichas taken during the trip!!!
Fyi it was actually my second time to Sabah, but it was the first time visit as a tourist.
Day 1 !!
Woke up around 7am to catch the flight, I believe everyone must have the nicest mood ever when it comes to a vacation, except when YOU FORGOT TO BRING YOUR IDENTITY CARD.
Which it happened to me. 

Rushed home to get it and I got scolded by my dad for like 10 times later on wthh haha.
It was truly my fault... even with reminder by brother yet I still couldn't make it, shall I blame it to the zombie-making job???

With the Snoopie luggage before boarding.

3-hours-flight from Penang to KK and my ass was like in a freezer, but it wasn't about cold it was stiff.

As what I have typed that I had almost forgotten to bring my IC , it was the #first unluckiest thing happened on the day.

And now here comes the #second.

My sister who studies in KK whom we planned to meet her in the airport with her driving the rent car. 

SHE DROPPED THE CAR KEY INTO TOILET BOWL.

Enough unlucky isn't it!!!!!

Later on I laughed at her and said :" you must be very panicky lor!! "

She denied but my dad witnessed it hahaaa.

"oh pa I dropped the car key into toilet bowl what can I do now !!!!!I also don't know how can it happen but I..I just dropped it!!!! " ----with high pitch.

While waiting my sister to get the spare car key hahaaa, we had KFC as lunch.

Also walked around the airport but it was way too small and packed so I snapped a pointless souvenir stall instead of handsome tourists...

We stayed in a hotel located inside town area where it provides really nice location and super convenient.

Cuteness overloadeddddddd. It was a gift from my aunt, I wore it every night during the whole trip haha super comfy.

Unpacked luggage and also freshened ourselves (you know, taking bath.). There was a funny incident happened which I think it is definitely the most embarrassing moment of all!!
So, the DOOR of the bathroom was just like a shower screen, with half transparency wtfff.
I don't get that please, that was a family suite but not a honeymoon suite, how come the door is so embarrassing wthh.
Being an innocent people, I stood close to the door asking shampoo from my sister, and yesssssssss THE FUNNIEST JOKE IN THIS CENTURY HAPPENED, laughter from my aunt and sister..
and I didn't even know what had just happend, like..."yea it must be the comedic movie".

Turned out when I was coming out from the bathroom, they laughed again at me, the innocent me TTTT
And I guess those who have brains will make out what happened.

AND THENNNN, (starting to feel regretful of typing it out lol)
We had the BEST SEAFOOD in a well-known seafood restaurant, Welcome Seafood Restaurant.
It is honoured with its reasonable pricing and nice taste by both locals and foreigners.

With the bloated face.
And girls please be aware, food porn is coming.

I SWEAR TO GOD : It was the best crab meal ever in my life, like..unless I will be going to live among the sea else this is gonna be my best crab meal. 

SUPERR DELICIOUSSSS *scream like hell*

Still bothered to take a picha of the oysters coz they have big size oysters. 

But it is indeed lousy, not fresh at all. 

Headed to the night market nearby our hotel but it was actually just an accessories pasar with super CREEPY environment. Should have visited the Philipinos night market instead.

With upset and disappointed face expressions, we back to the hotel and I started the drama night while others planning to sleep, like what I have said in the beginning of the post.

So romantic so melting so beautiful so nice so lovely!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! @@

The next day 21 January 2013, we planned to head to Mount Kinabalu which apparently is the tallest mountain in ASEAN (not sure though). In the early morning , well the 'early' added is just an adjective, very adjective, like I surely use 'early' when 'morning' is related in a sentence.

I never wake up early in normal days without events and schooling, so bad larrr the habit.

Made a decision to have local breakfast in town before departing. Having local breakfast is always the best when travelling, with there are nice and clean food in town as precondition. Else having buffet breakfast in hotel is way better than eating outside, if you don't wanna keep vomiting because of food poisoning.

Gaya Street is considered the most famous street in KK, couldn't find any road board so I snapped a picha of a random pharmacy. At least the GAYA is spotted.

Lame Touristy shot hahaaaa

Had 2 hours journey then we finally arrived at Mount Kinabalu...'s neighbour.
Yea what the hell right, we couldn't get up to Mount Kinabalu larrr have to hike for 2 days 1 night one, too suffering so without any consideration, we just decided to stay 1 night at a resort.

Tradisional music instruments in Sabah. I hitted each of them and they sound really amazing!!

One thing about the mountain (yea neighbour of Mount Kinabalu) is.. it is hell cold.

Couldn't imagine how cold is the Mount Kinabalu which has height 4000++m, while the mountain I said has I think slightly taller than Genting Highlands. 

I look ridiculously stupid with my sister wearing only T-shirt beside me. Rawrr behind the scene she was actually grabbing the scarf from me coz it was too cold and there wasn't any jacket or scarf along with her.

Touristy shot #2. 

Lameeee

Grandma and I.

Coffee shop in the sky.

No pichas of dinner and supper and self-capture, so lets move on to the next day.
22 January 2013, such a beautiful and cold morning.
This time, I am really using a correct term, it was EARLY in the morning.
Like 7am?? Supposed to wake up at 6am but I couldn't be awake so.....regrettably, I missed the sunrise.
Yea sunrise!!! sunrise at the Mount Kinabalu!!!!
Whatever..lesson learnt.

S this the dearest MOUNT KINABALU.

Veli veli tall!!!!

Another picha I took later.

That's it for the part 1.
I used like couple of weeks just to get the part 1 done hahaaaa. Don't think I can finish the rest parts.
Anyway, wish everyone a very happy Chinese New Year!!!
Angpaus are with you. (instead of god is with you. )

byee

2013's resolution

Yea!!! It's 2013 man, so shouldn't we just think about goals to be achieved??

a) EARN.
As most of my best friends know, I'm currently working as a zombie teacher (of course temporary !!) . Not sure I can tahan till which month, probably only January though I promised my boss I would work till March HAHAA. pity boss met this kind of worker like me. Sorry !! :D

b) ENJOY.

YEAAA I'm 18 now!!! Couldn't believe that until the moment I was asked by my colleagues how old am I. 18, such an amazing number. Enjoy the freedom (it's pretty okay for me on legally getting to watch movies rated only for adults, my height is pretty enough to get in HAHAAAA ) Also I can have long and dyed hair lehh!!! damn happy lol

c) SAVE and START
Gonna save some money from work, thinking to start running a boutique concept store online, arghh I have lots of idea and doing that must be fun !!! But everything needs money rightttt, so yea.... work first T.T

d) STUDY
Hmmmm the first day as I work , I realised only how important a certificate can be. FOR REAL, I'M GOING TO STUDY WELL. At least get degree larr, else how am I going to survive in my realistic family wth.

e) Being a better person (younger sister) .
Noone doesn't have own temper right, I was so damn regret for starting the argument with my sister, no more please I'm a good younger sister I'm a good younger sister SO I can't start an argument with her. RAWRRRRRRR be patient be patient never scold her never geram her never criticize her. (actually I seldom do all that , just want to make it to zero happens )

f) DIET
I can't remember anymore when was the last time I got a 4 as an opening on the weighing scales. SERIOUSLY , too 自暴自弃 I HAVE TO ON DIET !!! Want to start working out but it seems having 100lvl of difficulty for a zombie worker wth. I don't have  much leisure time.... my dramas and food take all my non-working time haizzzz

g) Being braver.
Okay I'm a coward. This resolution seems like an impossible mission. hahaaaa

h) Getting a chin .
what the hell am I writing... wth wth wth .HAHAA!!!whatever my real meaning is.. MAYBE I can have a sharper chin when I get my lower part braces done. The appoinment have been dragged like 3 months, can only get it done on February.

i) Having a prettier face.

Yeaaa coz my eldest brother said that he was the prettiest in my family TTTTT, not even my sister... how can huh!!!

6 Jan 2013

Still can't get used to writing 2013 instead of 2012, time flies!!!!!!
(This post is most likely my confession of a worker)
I just started working for about one week, and holy shit I feel like I have been working for more than a year or what T.T

Seriously, I'm  not kidding.
I worked before, as a cashier in a situpid(but famous lor) bakery. Less salary, long working hours and worst of all, time to sit down and look at your phone just for seeking time purpose ARE NOT ALLOWED.

I was smart enough, resigned after 13 days of working hahaaa. Till now right I'm still dare not to pay a visit to that bakery, and under the threat of my brother ad sister, I could only go into their branches and buy a bun HAHAHA. Also my eldest brother started laughing at my timidity lol, some deals like I would get a present if and only I buy a bun for my brother from that bakery. Yea I know, very lousy and stupid but my brother likes doing it HAHAAAAA

Alright, back to the topic... Im currently working as a .....teacher, erhemmm... A Kindergarten Teacher.
You know what, the first time I stepped into the kindergarten right, only had I known how the way Kindergarten spelled.

HAHAAAHAHAAAAA used to think it's such a weird english word where it's not spelled 'garden' but 'garten' though pronounced like 'den‘.

Phrases to describe this job :
a) Average salary
b) Long working hour
c) Patience are god damn super needed
d) Hmmm, can tell it's a babysister job.

Before starting the comments and complaints of this job, I have to confess first that this job was introduced by my lovely mother, who thought being a kindergarten teacher is like just drinking water. YEAAAAAA FOR YOU A MOTHER, IT'S QUITE EASY LOOOR

My mother went to ask was there any vacancy for a SPM graduated student, then tadaaaa I got the job after an interview.

Okay, now can start the comments and complaints already.
Alright, I think right I should start with the good comments first hahaa, in case some of you feel like getting involved into this job as well, then it makes your future eheee ^.^

a) Super cute kids are all surrounding you!!! Obedient kids are the cutest one since for those naughty children with cute faces, you won't even bother to tell others that they are cute. They are more to devil when it comes to you.
b) Friendly teachers are your colleagues.
c) Long working hour forces you to sleep earlier, and your dark eye circles get to disappear. (it hasn't happen on me, but other teachers don't have la, as proofs.)
d) Train your patience.

THAT'S ALL.
I really can't think of anymore if the good ones. Forgive me.

So , my complaints are here :
a) you are advised to wear only so-so clothes to work since your pants will easily get stained. A girl vomited on my Forever21 long jeans and I was like :: omg never going to wear you come to work again!!!
b) I felt super jealous when the kids got to sleep after lunch, and I'm the on who has to look after them in case they cough or any accident happen. Rawrrr super excruciating lorrrr
c) And then you have to eat very very much so that you won't faint during work. It's not tiring but..this job indeed needs your 100% attention and energy. Looking after kids you know!!!! Only paying 99% attention also not enough one!!

Okay, done with the complaints. Hope there's still people who wishes to work as a kindergarten teacher, at least a half day one.
However, the first three days I started this job, I really really felt like just giving my resignation letter wth.
One week passed, maybe it was my timidity again (dare not to say I WANT TO RESIGN after working for 3 days lol ) , then I think it's actually not that bad laaa.

Okay off to bed.

with the last time me, was still in holiday mood you know!!!
For those graduated students, who want to start working but haven't , my advice, DON'T WORK!!!

2012

a) Improved my sociability that I can easily say hello with hight pitch and maybe going forward just to slap her ass ( typical idiot friend ) so that my friend will be laughed by people surrounded.

b) Tried water-rafting and jungle trekking for the first ever time in my life. Super thrilling and the funniest thing that my pants nearly rushed off by the fast-falling river water while passing the river from one side to another. I was so brave that the first moment I was pulled by my uncle from the water, I said :" walaooo luckily my pants is still here !! " then everybody laughed ohhhhh

c) The SPM exam year and none of us (me and my bunch of friends) feel panicked for the preparation. I used to watch lots of hong kong dramas before and also during the exam period. That's why I scored well on Moral , as everyone knows Hong Kong directors love to put in moral values into their dramas such as :: 不可以送爸妈进老人院，要不然以后你孩子也会学你一样的好吗

d) Also got to know more friends from Mafo camp as there isn't much time for me to be going back. To be frank, I don't know is it my lucky year or what I feel that this year there are so many pretty girls and handsome guys in the camp ( morover most of them are just my age ) holy shitt does that mean our year 1995 is a very competitive year as everyone looks better than average t.t should  feel sad of proud wth
( anyway this depends on area coz I don't really see any handsome guys in Penang wth, ok larh pretty girls are super super manyyy )

e)  My only and the best sister in the world had started her studies in Sabah and that means I'm going to be home alone for at least 3 years onward, kind of exciting but in fact it's super bored. THERE IS NOONE TO GOSSIP WITH ME about how stupid a hong kong star looks like in a picha, or how disgusting the food is in a hawker.

f) It's also the year of my graduation year, starting a new long journey after saying bye to my highs chool friends. I'm awaiting for girls who have greater height than me to be my friends, seriously I need you girls so much. Like, 95% of my good friends are at the average 158cm of height. HOW SAD AM I...
So, tall chicks, please come in a bunch alright!!!!

I'm back

Hello!!!

How great the feeling of being home is, after around 20 days of leaving home plus an adventure that I had gone through (long story!! but I think I somehow must blog it for myself) , being home is just...PERFECT.

So, SPM officially ended like 20 days ago, yea I left home on the day SPM ended lol, rush enough.
Still remember the day my eldest brother and cousin went to school picking me up, then I had to rush home to get my stuff packed then depart. Holy holy shit my eldest bro urged me like it was going to be the end of the world , till I forgot to bring my back up lens and tadaaaaaa, the luckiest thing of all, my lens went expire the next day wth.

Spent RM70 just to buy daily lenses because I even forgot to bring my spectacles to Klang. T___T  money gone innocently

Anyway, I have to swear that these 20 days were the richest experience I have ever had. Lemme list them out one by one !!!! ARGHH
# check out #8 is enough

1. SPM ended and I didn't feel anything at the first second, yet continued being excited for consecutive days
2.  met my cousin who is a Singaporean where we get to meet each other once every year
3. experienced hot springs. seriously I was like a wet cat nearly jumped off the springs, super hot mannnn
4. went down Klang to meet my mum-sided cousins where we can probably only meet once every 2 years TT miss them so much
5. went to a Malays wedding lunch !! super overwhelmed by anxiety when I salam to a makcik lol scare whether my face looks rude or what hahaaaaa
6. MOST IMPORTANT OF ALL, stayed KL alone for 5 hours !!
7. took train ride to Ipoh alone
8. LUCKIEST OF ALL, the guy who sat beside me was a super handsome guy ,but also not an abnormal or what loll

Alright will blog soonnnnnnnnn
Merry Christmas to all human, glad that it wasn't the real end of the world.
I was smart, I never believed that hahaaaa

...think I didn't blog for a while, I don't really understand what I have typed lollll

25 November 2012

Firstly, a sexy picha...

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 Look at the hair!!!

Oh my god I don't know why but every time I fall into a girl whoever doesn't have really pretty face or what in a picha, I will fall into her if her hair is wavy and shining.

SO this is the way how I define sexy wth. HAHA

Anyone who loves this kind of definition of sexy ::  search an account on IG --- sammybear

I swear she's the one who has such perfect hair I have ever seen, and the length is incredible.

She takes very tempting pichas too!!

Alright, saying bout sexiness of the hair...

And since my bang is getting more bothersome day by day plus my mum asked me to leave it long so I don't look like a kid, so the decision to leave it long was made.

 Fringe looks like quite long but everyone knows it cheats.

The brown colour on the ends of my hair is so unbearable that I can't wait to dye the super long roots (okay since the ratio of it to my brown hair is like 5:1 so shouldn't be called roots) back to brown omg.

Brown hair makes my skin tone looks fairer lehhhh, it's true!!

Okay, back to this realistic world.

The days of sitting SPM are the hell days where I freak out the most in my entire life. I had never been this depraved that I just live like a night owl omg, bed time during day and active time during night. 

Such life is actually bearable for me if there is no existence of dark eye circles and most important of all....BLOATED FACE.

Okay and now I know how does an night owl feel like, super dark eye circles and super round face, noooo I can't live like this anymore I have to get my normal life back please.

One of the reasons cause me being so depraved is my sis larr of course, gonna ask her buy presents for me already. 

Taken when she was having her break here, so pretty so fair so miss her omg.

Time to sign off coz I can't find anything to type anymore except how the way I NUA myself .

Anywayyy I have been wearing braces for more than four months now and everything goes well except sometime I feel like quite painful while brushing my teeth lol.

OMG the reason must be the night owl life I'm having now.

Find problem with your photo uploader?

Apparently my face looks super duper disgusting during the SPM period, but what to do? I used to SLEEP AT 3am when there is no papers tomorrow.
But luckily I am quite good on self-controlling, so I sleep before 12am the nights when I have to take papers the next morning.  NAHHH if I really am good at self-control and I wouldn't be so NUA , staying up late (around 12pm wth ) till I can only eat brunch, no more breakfasts in my life what the hell.

I love having breakfast leh, I think having good breakfast indeed energizes you to start a day.

OKAY. so...last nigth I was thinking to write something here but my photo uploader said that I have already reached 1GB photo memory and "ugrade your storage by purchasing..." duno how much the dollars but I was thinking it's impossible for us that purchasing is the only way to continue blogging right???

HAHA. then i kept on searching on google.
and FINALLY, after searching for more than 30mins and begun feeling super pekcek that I nearly wanted to remove the blog or write a report letter to Google (lolll) ...

SERIOUSLY, you got to be kidding.
JUST A PROCESS WITHIN 1 MIN YOU CAN SOLVE THE PROBLEM!!

Solution :: Upgrade your Google to Google+.

Just simply type 'ugrade Google+' on your searching column, then click either the top result or the second one. Insert your cute name and date of birth and gender, then you can continue uploading thousands of pichas!!

That's it.

9 November 2012

Four days sat for SPM passed, and I survived.

Guess every candidates slept at 3 or 4am and woke up at 6am almost every night especially the night before the sejarah papers. Well, I was the excluded one HAHA.

GLAD that I slept at 12am where I was supposed to sleep at 11.30pm yet I used half an hour more to scroll through instagram lol. 

Paper 1 out, looking at the first and second question, I was like :" god damn you I don't even know these are in the syllbus."

Anyway, I still survived because I personally think that I had done great job on sejarah wth, since it was the first time ever I look sejarah as a serious subject wth. 

I just stuck my eyes onto the sejarah paper notes (which I had never looked at) and spent like 5 hours from noon till night, 1 hour in between was taken out having a date with the dearest PPS. 

So sorry to my mum that during the whole SPM (okay before SPM as well), I don't really accompany my mum to do anything including taking lunch and dinner together. 

MUM, I'm so sorry that I nearly ignored you. ( 'nearly' because I still called my mum "Mi" when she was passing by my side )

MUM, I must apologize in advance if I don't get the excellent result that you have been expecting from me.

OKAY. ANYWAY.

Six subjcts more to go yet before that, I have like eleven days given to have some rest/shopping/whole series of drama/sleep for 18 hours.

SO yea, let's make full use of it. 

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BLABLABLA, sis back to Sabah last week and so shame to be said that I didn't see her off towards the departure section OMG.

No, not because I had tuition,I had insomnia previous night,I had fever,I had an accident that I slipped in my toilet or fell into the toilet bowl, I JUST COULDN'T WAKE UP.

I couldn't make it for welcoming her home (this time was for real, I got important tuition), then I also couldn't accompany her to the airport!! 

The situation went :

The night before the flight,she was packing her stuff and mum asked me to acc her so I was doing revision and accompanying her.

Me : Ehhh, faster!!!! Abo I won't be going airport tomorrow with you.

Sis : Cannot la!!! Too much stuff I want to bring but .....

Alright.We have to be clear that the ONE WEEK HOLIDAY she spent here,6 days were to go shopping mall and shop....CRAZY right......

And then the moment I told her that I might be not going airport I actually confirmed to myself that I will definitely go since I can only meet her in 2012 January.

Oh YEA. I blame for sejarah who took away all my brain juices and the next morning,

Mum : Eh she woke up dy not?

Sis : No..

Me: (on the bed sleeping like a dead pig) .......ze ze.....(silent la!!)

Sis : EH ling you wanna go with us or not?

Me : ...huh?? ..aiya cant I cant wake up....

Mum : count lets depart now.

And tadaaa, they departed around 7am and I finally was awake about 1pm, only to realize that my sis had already arrived at Kota Kinabalu Airport what the hell. I really really really blame sejarah.

So, if next time I ask my sis if she blames me for not going airport to wave hands with her, I BLAME SEJARAH, you idiot subject.

It is all YOUR BLOODY STUPID IDIOT SUBJECT fault if the bond between my sis and I is interrupted!!

STORY ENDS.

Hmmm, not yet.

Also, while waiting her to get her luggage packed, I camwhored a lil bit (a lil bit means not more than 100ps I guess).

 I like my camera in the flash light mode because shadow will be shown and I GET MY CHIN.

haizzzzzzzz, blame my dad lollll he didn't give me a long face gene loll

STORY OFFICIALLY ENDS.

I used to complain to my mum that why my digestive system is so bad that I sometime don't go toilet for outputting ( by outputting means soomething about shit ). And everything about poor digestive system is that FACE BLOATED BODY BLOATED WEIGHT INCREASED and last but not least EYES SWOLLEN. (because your face bloated mah so definitely your eyes will be swollen a lil bit more lor)

And recently I just found a way to make your large and small intestine work better!!!

 ALL.

YOU EAT/DRINK ALL OF THEM then for sure you can output in every single day.

Of course not asking u to drink them together ,you can choose anyone of them after your meal or before going bed. I personally think that the Yogurt Drink works best because sometime I don't have the other two I would only drink it and I STILL CAN OUTPUT THE NEXT FOLLOWING DAYS.

But the other two don't work this good like the yogurt drink.

I think most people tried them or maybe drink them often and so do I, but we usually only drink of among them.

But you know, please trust me, keeping all of them in your fridge really work!!!

Anyway, vitagen tastes good but it doesn't really help you to output seriously.

OKAY output stuff ends.

Was in a boutique this afternoon, and spotted a kid.

So cute that I smiled to her and she ran away and lastly came over me trying to grab my camera lol.
HANAH actually the main point is that every single time I smile to kid ranged in 1 year old to 5 years old, they will mostly ignore me because they can't read my beauty,  lol they don't understand my perfect smile HAHAHA.

Honestly, I don't really like female kid because I prefer boy, but a girl changed me, 180 degree.

She got famous on internet by this video recorded by her dad, Taiwanese 乔乔 rose.

I actually knew her few months ago but only watched her videos few days ago and I'm totally so into watching baby videos lately lol.

EVEN PULLED my mum to watch together lol, my mum loves kid.

Anyhow the video she got famous is not my favourite. MY FAVOURITE ARE :::

See how cute when she is crying omg, impressed with how her dad trained her to stop crying within 10 seconds somemore do some act cute and say HAHA after crying omg.

Erm, guess she was only 3 years old when the video was recorded??? 

also same type of video, how she stopped crying within 10 seconds and say HAHA. 

cuteness overload !!!!! Seriously the 不能输 thoughts crossed over my mind again while watching this, I feel like asking my mum :" eh Miii I was even cuter than her at this age right???" 

Okay gonna ask tomorrow, hopefully she will give me a YES lol.

And how she looks like NOW!! SO pretty right I bet she will be a super star in the future with the face and she likes singing and dancing!! JOLIN TSAI's successor!!!

okay bye

23 October 2012

我真的中毒了 是中了熬夜的毒
到底是有谁可以告诉我说 怎样调回生理时钟？
天杀的 我每天不管多累也好，不到四点还真的睡不着
大概是因为上个星期开始每天追泰剧（是哦 你没听错我是追泰剧）很晚才睡所以

算了，不管这么多。等下十二点正马上冲回房间睡觉去

哦！！！快到十月尾了！
天啊 真的不敢想尽我竟然已经十七了 女生十七一朵花是吗 再看看吧 说不定放假的时候我会每天被PPS折磨成整个僵尸一样 NOO————————
然后然后 也就是说SPM就快来了
我知道我不是变态不是白痴 可是我真的很兴奋 超期待它的到来
为啥为啥  真的不清楚
其实我还没其完全准备好 尤其是国语
天啊 虽然我肤色是还蛮健康的 可是我对国语真的完全没有兴趣好吗

记得以前爸爸的一位朋友是Malay，我当时和比我大七八岁的那位haji的女儿说话聊天
实在是太难为情了 我的国语讲没两个字就要 er erm ahh hmmm 几个连接词 头脑一片空白
是吧是吧 我完全没有国语的天分
还记得 当时完全是以比手画脚来完成整个聊天的程序的这样
算了 过几天还是默默的去背一下生字好了

嗯 明天好像是最后一天上课了 可是我很没出息的实在太懒得去学校
尤其是接近中午的那几节课 真的  在努力用手指撑开眼皮也没有用 周公超爱我的
晚上想睡又不能 白天想精神一些更难  实在太折磨人了有没有
话说 我最近好像很常生病
上个星期 一天时间 发烧喉痛伤风所有病菌都统一时间来探望我
我人也太好了点 太好客 所以一天之内就被列入重症病人名单 睡了20个小时有吧
药超苦的 我妈竟然还说 你哥哥给你的药也太强了 一天就好了
切 好是一天就好了没错 可是那个药真的很很很苦好吗
我知道了！肯定是我哥为了阻止我睡觉 要我读书 所以给我最苦药效最强的药!
还真是用心良苦 （冷笑） 你到底懂不懂有多苦！！
哈哈 开玩笑的啦 下次我生病了也要开药给我可以吗  出去看医生很贵的

学校的事情其实没什么好说的 值得留恋的东西我一定还会在珍惜  其实毕业不毕业对我来说真的没什么差  大概就是那句话 距离会疏远，可是不会疏离感情 总之是很深奥的道理 我明白就好了

有一件超令人兴奋的事！最美丽的姐姐星期五要回家了
天啊 这一个月半没有她的日子很难熬 我超不习惯没有一个贴心的人在身边的感觉
现在才觉得 被她骂的感觉真好 （是有什么妄想症吗 ）
她说她晒黑了 我马上说真的假的！然后拼命丢了一大堆话说记得买UV伞 什么的
说来说去 我就是怕我唯一一个肤色黑的位置在家族里被抢了这样 （开玩笑的啦啦啦啦 谁要抢我拱手相让哦）
我问她体重有下降吗 她说没有
切 最好是哦 回来的话拼命抢走我的洋装去穿 说什么你瘦了穿得下就给你穿 什么的 （然后就默默地都把我的衣橱搬到她那边 ） 看看看 多不耻的行为
呵呵 不过我实在太聪明了 老早就跟她说她回来的时候 我要带她吃尽所有这里有那边没有的东西  这都是活生生我未雨绸缪的机智啊有没有
（天啊 我中文水平竟然已经到了乱掰的程度。。）

手指超酸的！！打中文的感觉真好！因为我可以乱掰哈哈哈

Golden Retriever

Have nothing to do other than blogging.
-- study ( come on, my sejarah textbook was nearly thrown by me, too frustrating to study wth )
-- watch PPS ( I tell you I really can't watch the Thai Drama anymore, will get even more addicted omg )
-- sleep ( sorry getting into insomnia lately wth , it's like a trendy thing, everyone around me seems to be suffering from it as well lol )

OKAY !! As how I mentioned, Golden Retriever will be today's topic.
If you ask me a question on what breed of dog/puppy you want to adopt?

The first choice of mine will be : GOLDEN RETRIEVER.

 OMG why can be so cute !!!!!!!!! heart melt.

I know right, Golden Retriever is one of the breeds of big size dogs. Most girls wish to own a tiny size puppy such as a Poodle or Chihuahua or Xishi( no idea what it is called in English ), but seriously comparing all these manja manja type dogs, Golden Retriever is like the best of choice, even it is the big size dog which you cant hold them in two hands and play something like 'throw' them pretending they are your babies. 

There are some reasons I like Golden very much, and before these I'm going to admit something first.

Actually I have a dog in my house ( " I used to " would be more accurate ) , my dad adopted them to be the guarding dog and apparently most of them are tend to be more fierce and vengeful. One thing that I really don't want to admit but I still have to reveal it in many cases. 

A story can explain all these enough ::

Last year, I attended a BBQ party organised in my best friend's house, and there were many dogs in front of his house during day & night.( I asked him if they were his dogs but he said NO, and this year he told me that his dad adopted all of them wth, NEVER GOING TO visit his house again ) 

I had to walk to a restaurant nearby his house to take away some food with another girl friend since the food wasn't enough for a BBQ party.

Along the journey we returning to his house, the dogs were awake from their naps, and barked to us. Note it, my friend who accompanied me to go buy food was one of my shortest best fren (she's the shortest I guess, haven reached 150cm lol ).

Rude Dogs : .....( staring at us )

Me : Eh shorty , those dogs seem very fierce leh.   *(well I don't call her like this in real life though, scared being murdered by her if I call her this name )

Shorty : Yea lo, abit scary leh !

Me : Never mind la, don't feel scared. I'm here!

Rude Dogs : BAK BAKKK !!!!

Me : AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! ( hided myself behind my 150--cm friend )

See how ridiculous was my act !! I told my friend at first that I would have protected her but ended up I was the coward wth. She even used the "why the hell you hiding behind me?!!" eyes staring at me after those dogs were asked by another friend to go further away.

Shorty, I'm so sorry to you. 

Still, next time I won't be saying that stupid sentence pretending I will protect you. Please lemme hide myself behind you coz I scare of many species of animals. 

Like cats, big dogs ( sometime I even feel scared of Xishi too wthhhh ), sparrows, crows, whatever bird it is.

( Cat is the SUPER BIG SCARY ANIMAL EVER in my life )

OKAY. Seems that this post have already become the confession of a coward. WTH

And here goes the reasons of why I like Golden Retriever so much !!I'm sure that you'll like them too!

1) Goldens used to the owner's best friend. 

Like just how dogs used to be human's best compannies , and I personally think that Golden can do this more extremely well done than other breeds of dogs!! You know, tiny size dogs especially Xishi always laogai one. My cousins had one Xishi named Jerry last time, and he was the super terrible dog I have ever met wth.

I seriously hate Xishi(googled it I think it's named Pekingese ?) the most because of him. 

( it's okay coz my cousins will not read this hahaaaa , I hate Jerry ) 

2) Don't you feel Goldens used to have puppy eyes ??! I mean, their puppy eyes will always exist even when they are not already puppies.

THE CUTEST EVER. 

I swear if one day I return home and my dog looks at me with these puppy eyes, I will let go all my money just to buy everything nicest for him/her. 

and then the owner will only wear the ragged clothes but beside her standing a super glamorous dog HAHA.

then everybody else will be like :" what the hell she must have stolen a dog from a rich family !!"

and then she is finally arrested by police with the crime of theft lolll.

3) Because I personally think that Golden look so alike with Stitch !!

Especially in this mouth-opening pose.

Since I will never get to own a real Stitch in reality, unless there's a scientist who succeeded inventing an new species of animal which he copied all the characteristics of Stitch to its genes , then I will have that one day.

But I think it's very impossible right. SO that means Golden will be my best choice right. SO lastly I have to say that I'll give myself maximum two years before getting a Golden as my company !!

As everybody knows , Golden is very gentle compared to other dogs and animals even like cat (I am scared of it sorry)).

hahaaaaaaaaa

Seventeen

Once again, I don't know why but everytime I realise about how fast does time pass I would have to say this sentence.

TIME FLIES.

It's like the last minute I was still the fat plus stupid stnd.6 girl , and now I'm seventeen !!

I'm the youngest in my family, and I have been wanting to grow up better in a rocket speed than normal. 

You know, can see all my siblings do whatever they can after their graduation from high school, it's just everything about freedom. 

Okay larr maybe there is something you have to let go as a sacrifice (such as, super stressful studies where all my siblings have, but apparently they solve it easily  ), still, I have to say that dyeing your hair or having nail arts in a totally allowed situation is like a....

count. no more words for me to describe.

Just blame the stupid high school's stringent rules wth.

It was my birthday 12102012 (remember it and rmb wish me next year else you'll be a stupid) , since it was friday where I have 2 tuitions in a day, and there were hours apart from when the first tuition ended.

Planned  to have a study session with my bffs, just two of them.

Something was really out of expectation, Ms.charice greeted me while I was going to a fruit tea shop! She was sitting in the indoor of a yogurt shop, just suddenly spotted me.

SEE, everyone would have luck on her/his birth date.

Then we together (with two other BFFs whom we had planned together to study after the tuition )

 Just to show you how cute were my dark circles.

And note it, it was last week, and this week only they have 'up-leveled' to a maximum lvl. 

 The best partner of camwhoring. 

Whenever I ask her a retarded or idiot face expression for camwhoring, she will always be the most idiot one HAHAAA

I mean, her expression will always be better (and uglier hohooooooho) than me.

and god damn it that makes me feel like I cheated her ,being the one who attempted to ask ppl act ugly but herself is like pretty pretty purposely.

I didn't okay , hmm maybe I should learn some HULK expression next time. like the super alien one

 Shorty and Bigb!! 

Wonder why most of my bffs are 10cm++ shorter than me, I just look like a huge giant standing beside them. UNFAIR WORLD 

I want to be a cute small size girl too mah why cant.

While having our drinks and gossiping(partly forgot about the study plan lol), something out of expectation happened !! Another BFF , and I was actually having argument with her which somehow we didn't talk for days lol. She just appeared at the moment with a birthday song and a cake!!

I was like, what the hell is happening?? Why is she here?
The situation was like ::

Me : ??? wahlaoo what ??
They : (singing a birthday song super quietly ) ( jiaksai why din sing louder gonna ask them tml )
Me : Your house is so far away why come here, I remember you don't have a tuition ! (asking JJ , whom I argued with )
She : (still singing )
Me :  (Looking to the faces of others with a 'plan succeeded' smile) I thought we are just here to study??...and gossip....

Okay honestly I wanted to act some tears tricking down my face, but no tears came out so everything went smoothly.
By meaning smoothly, I just got myself three wishes and cut the cake.
(I swear if I cried they would have given me tissues and saying tons of meaningful words to me ) next year I must cry if this kind of thing happens again..

With JJ.

Thank you for giving me still a birthday celebration when we were still having argument.

I apologize everything if I was wrong.

# So if anyone pissed me off next time( or have an argument with me), will have to wait for my birthday then give me a surprise.

HAHA kidding larrrrrr

 REGRETTED  that I didn't bing along my  camera and instant camera.

Phone's cam only has shittty quality arghhhh

TAKE 1

 TAKE 2 

(okay I admit that this time was the real one I asked them to have a idiot face, but myself purposely acted pretty lol )

 The portrait of me and another me.

As the birthday gift from Shorty, she printed some pichas of mine( which most of them are the ugliest among the pichas I have taken ),also some super model inspiring pichas to cheer me up wth.

 Lastly, a group photo!!

Thanks everyone of you girls made that day a best memory!!loveeee u girls

also, wish myself being a prettier and smarter person HAHAAAAAA.

Wish every precious one around me is free from sickness,accidents and upset.

 And then I looked through my picture folder just now,

lolllll this was taken by my sister few months ago.

The FIRST time I don't look like a dinosaur on the picha taken by my sis lollll