INSOMNIA killssssssss

Possibly there's only me who does this at this hour, during the trial exam week.
I don't know larh..INSOMNIA again.
I think I should probably stop saying :" ohgosh am suffering from insomnia again who can help me huh......"
Instead of talking non-sense, I feel like finding out the reasons made me falling into Insomnia.
I think..the major reason is I'm still don't get used to the absence of my sister here.
BUT I don't get it, I'm that kind of person who are good and 'skillful' on adapting surroundings.
Instead of telling myself how bad is this place/situation, I used to calm myself repeating that EVERYTHING HAS TWO FACES.
And think about the smiley side face, I will have passed through everything and made that environment my second home...i  think that's why I seldom complain about places and situations....
I JUST MISS MY SIS DAMN MUCH.
Everything related to her...no matter it's her innocent face asking me to do her a favor ordering some food in the restaurant, or her dark face scolding me shouldn't have spent so much on shopping...I MISS EVERYTHING BOUT HER
Still remember there was once she scolding me in the car, I was actually listening to the radio and she started shok sendiri scolding and saying my bad words( yes she used to say my bad words just in front of me), and that moment I don't know was I mad or what. ..I smiled to her and whispering:" omg my sis is so angel."
of coz she didn't hear that and continuing her task of talking bout my bad words... haha. she is cute right!!!
2.12am now,,,,, whatthehel l have to stand for my science papers tml.
Whatever.......!!! I have had Insomnia since the day trial started and I guess I have gone through this situation for at least 1 week
HMMM next post would be more interesting!!! I swear i wont write much emo posts anymire lol hahaa dun unfollow me lol

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